Monthly Archives: December 2009

>i have pitiable moments, like this…

>i feel useless. all my learning and all my experience add up to a big fat zero. that may not be reality, but that’s how i feel. while things were going well, i didn’t long put these thoughts behind me… … Continue reading

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>the oil we eat

>reading about the oil we eat,

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>carbon timeline homestretch

>i’m in the homestretch [i think]for completing my carbon timeline website.it’s the same old story…the final 20% takes 80% of the time.

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>botox

>i saw the surgeon yesterday, and he gave me three options: do nothing operate use botox he said a few interesting things, including: the nystagmus is a result of my avm and cannot be corrected the first application of the … Continue reading

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>reading about food and energy

>The Real Green Revolution

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>yer blues

>live yer blues

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>playing for change

>more playing for change–don’t worry

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>shadowland

>there!on the back of my  headbeneath the hairare scars of my brain surgerywhen they peered insideand all they told me wasthey operated onand removed a chunk of my midbrainthe shape and size of a piece of popcorn how big is … Continue reading

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>my kids are growing up

>my kids are growing upnone of us can stop thisor even slow it downthe question for me iswhat do iat the peripheryhave to contribute?this is in the back of my headwhile i chat with them:what can i give you?what can … Continue reading

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>dreaming of home

>i had another dream ’bout being at home,’bout being with vickyand i was beginning to wonder if i’d ever remember dreaming againbut i woke wondering if this dream was real,and where…..it took a while for the sounds outside my doorand … Continue reading

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